Inspired by Stargirl (Jerry Spinelli. Love, Stargirl)…
February 23, 2009. Just minutes before midnight.
Dear Future Boyfriend,
Hi! I was caught by the emo bug again earlier this evening. Nah, I don’t think it was the emo bug. I think it’s the love bug (Jonas Brothers!?!). I never stopped thinking of you. I swear. Oops! Maybe you don’t like girls who swear. But who cares?!
When was the last time I saw you? Hmm… I remember it like it was just yesterday (of course it can’t be yesterday, yesterday was Sunday, no classes, haha.). Guess what? I was surprised (just like everybody else) to see you wearing glasses. My brain was laughing out loud; I wasn’t sure at that moment if I can hold it in. But still I did. You really looked kinda… off? I can’t grasp the right words, but you still appeal to me. A friend even teased me I wasn’t looking straight at you. I don’t have to. Your gorgeous face is already etched on my mind (although they say you’re not gorgeous. For me you are, PERFECT). I can’t look at you. I do not carry the courage I always had. You weaken my knees. You’re my kryptonite.
After a few days, I gathered all the courage I can get to call you. Yeah, I did. I don’t think you remember it anyway, but try checking your Call Logs. It was last week. And all I had to ask was one stupid thing about our academics. That’s all. I asked it anyway, even though I already knew the answer. My prepaid load flushed down the drain, but that didn’t matter. I heard your voice.
We had a long weekend. Not together, but I know we both had it. No Monday classes. You, no Saturday classes. Me, no Tuesday classes. Right, both long weekends. How was yours? I can’t really miss you. You’re always on my mind. How can I ever miss you? Plus, I like it this way. ‘Cause whenever I get the chance to see you, or talk to you, I go stutter my words out. I just want to invite you for a yosi break, and I don’t even have the courage to do so. Stupid me.
Well, anyway, my back hurts now. So, see you on Wednesday, or maybe, Thursday. Rumor says morning classes are suspended on Friday (university-wide event chorva), so you don’t really have to wake up that early. Yay for you! ^_^
Goodnight. Take care of yourself. And please, don’t self-destruct.
aKDa.
ayan ayan makakapag comment na ako ngayon..hehehe
kelan naman ma send tong letter na toh??
it means classmate mo si future boyfriend???
bow ako sayo..you have the guts to shrae this letter to everyone..
and i wish magkaroon ka rin ng lakas ng loob na mapabasa mo itoh sa kanya..
bravo bravo bravi!!!
aKDa : salamat sa pagbabasa mo. hehe. aoykong ako mismo magpabasa sa kanya nito. kung mabasa man niya to, dahil nakapublish to for the whole world to read, e ok lang. sana, pansinin niya pa ko. haha.